Day Seventy Nine

Having some hard times. I just can't get myself back into this whole diet and exercise thing. It's hard and it's depressing me. I know for sure I need to sit down and draw up a plan which is what I want to do tomorrow night. I'm feeling like there just aren't enough hours in the day to do what I want to do. I think I need to take some time off from work soon. Maybe in a few weeks I'll take a week off or something. Who knows. I need a break from everything and need some time to actually gather some thoughts and work on some things for myself. Yes, I love solving everyone else's problems, but I think it's time I sit down and think about me for a change. I need a better plan and a better routine. Winter is coming and there needs to be an adjustment. Who knows. I've got a bunch on my mind. I heard a sister of a friend died today and I have a relative not doing so well with cancer, so that's on my mind too. Just lots going on. I hope everyone has had a good night and I'll catch you on the flipside. Goodnight, friends.