Day Fifty Six

I'll be honest, I don't really feel like writing tonight. I woke up around 7 this morning and had the worst headache ever. I could totally feel that I've been neglecting my workouts because of my back. My legs are sore, I feel groggy...I can just tell and I feel like shit. I'm going to ride tomorrow morning come hell or high water. I don't care how cold or windy it is. I can't wait to go to bed tonight. I need to hit the sack early so I can get up early and ride. I'm thinking of maybe taking a day off this week since I have to work late on Friday and work on Saturday. I'm hoping this week makes me focus a little better....I need it. This weekend I had a lot of time to think and I have decided that I'm over thinking everything. I am blaming myself for a lot more than I should be and I need to realize that things that happen to me aren't always under my control. Time to just do it. Stop talking and writing about doing it and thinking about doing it and JUST DO IT. Goodnight, friends. Catch you on the flipside...