Tired

I'm tired. I finally scheduled some time off for myself today. I don't care what I do on my time off as long as it's not work. I think I'm going to check out a gym with a pool this coming week. We'll see. I'm also in need of a new pair of shoes. My feet hurt so bad lately, walking nearly brings tears to my eyes. These shoes suck... Plus wearing flip flops all weekend probably didn't help. It will be a good week though...I promise. Well, I'm going to try and get some sleep now. Been a long long day. Hope you all have a great night, friends. Catch you on the flipside. 'night...

A while

Been a while since I've written. I got up at 4:30 this morning and started riding at 5:30am at work this morning. I did a tad over 20 miles. I'm dog tired! I feel good though. I definitely need to ride more often than I have been. I got a text from a great friend that made me feel good about what I was doing. She knew I was busting my butt riding, so she gave me that little bump of encouragement. Great way to start my morning! I'm feeling good lately and have come to realize that I have a lot more friends than I thought. Some things have been on my mind recently though that have brought back old memories of my ex and I was feeling sorry for myself until I realized how good I'm doing without her. I really think I would have dug myself deeper in debt and would not have been happy with our living situation. I can't believe it's been this long for me to finally realize it, but I was so hung up on the fact that someone disliked me that I never focused on the positives. I'm nearly out of debt now and have been able to focus more on work and family. Yes, I still have days where I miss her, but I think it's more the fact that I miss the incoming love and attention no matter what. Oh well, I'll find another one someday, right? I just have ME in mind right now and need to remember to look out for #1...hard sometimes, but it's all good. Well, I'm exhausted and I'm going to bed. Goodnight, friends... Catch you on the flipside...