Day Eighty

Starting something new on Monday. This weekend is going to be super busy and I've been busting my butt all week here at work. It's been hard keeping up with writing, but I'm not giving up. I just get to a point where it's so late at night when I want to write that my eyes can't stay open long enough to actually write. I've been bad this week, but I'm making a plan to start fresh. I went to the gym this morning and it was hard. I never realized how much different it was going to the gym vs. exercising outside. It's definitely different. I am going grocery shopping on Sunday and I am setting myself up for the whole week with a meal plan. This is stupid. If I don't get my diet back under control, I'm going to wire my jaw shut...just like a buddy of mine said he was going to do if he couldn't figure his shit out either. This should be so easy and it's anything but easy. I have so much to look forward to when I get healthy and I just keep losing sight of that. It's all on me and no one else.