Got up around 4:30am and watched a little tv and took a shower. I was so tired. I slept very little last night. I have so much on my mind these last few days. I am in that mindset that what's on my mind just isn't going to change overnight and it's going to get better with time and that's all there is to it. Time will take care of it I guess. No matter how much I talk about it with others, it doesn't change the fact that the problem isn't going to fix itself, but the pain will go away with time. That's all there is to it. So, not much I can do about it but let it go away. Anyways, I got to work and stretched a little. I was so stressed this morning, I had it in my head that I was going to do the Couch to 5K thing. When I started it, it wasn't so bad, but it is SOOOO hard for me to jog. I can barely breathe when I jog...it just kills me. So, I jogged as much as I could and walked the entire 30 minutes. After that, I went into the hangar and got my bike. I did about 3.5 miles. I did a bunch of laps around the ramp and then went down the taxiway to the other ramp over by Chicago Jet Group and SkyHaven and did a lap around their ramp and came back. My butt was killing me again, but it's getting better. I have really come to enjoy riding the bike. The wind in my face and the speed of it...really digging it. I haven't ridden a bike in years and I've missed it. So, the bike is great so far.
I was talking to my friend Dave today and he's been working on losing weight too. He just recently got his pilot's license. Dave and I have a goal. Both of us need to get to a certain weight and then we're going to fly in a Diamond DA-20 together. We've got a goal. I am dying to fly with friends!! Today, Ben told me he wants to teach me to fly when I get there...that is awesome.
Work went ok today, just a little hard to stay awake! :) I got a lot done and after work, I decided to change clothes again and ride a little more after work. I rode another 2 miles after work just because I wanted to. I didn't have to force it. I felt good. One of the girls at work had resigned, so I stuck around a little bit to say goodbye and chat for a few and then headed home. I stopped at Portillo's and got a salad and ate dinner. Now, I'm really trying to finish writing this so I can get to bed. I am just exhausted. I hope I can sleep tonight and hope my CPAP mask doesn't end up on the other side of the room tonight! I'm not sure what the hell goes on in the middle of the night in my room, but that friggin thing was all the way on the other side of my room. Now, I have a big room and I sleep on a California King size bed and this thing was on the complete opposite end of the room. Who knows...I'm hoping it stays on tonight. :)
Tired...bedtime. Goodnight friends. Thanks for reading my rants and complaints. Catch you on the flipside.
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