Day Forty Seven

So, I got about 10 hours of sleep last night and woke up around 5am. I had taken a shower last night, so I got up, dressed and went to work to ride. I did 13.6 miles today. I was pretty proud, yet I ran out of time...that was disappointing, but it's my longest ride yet. Felt pretty good. Work was pretty uneventful today. I got some loose ends tied up and then worked on a friend's computer after work. I ended up sticking around a little later and talking with a few of the pilots that were waiting for their passengers and had some good laughs. I can't wait to fly. I can't wait to get in shape so I can find that guys inside me that's ready to settle down and date again. I've been lonely lately and would really like to find someone. Other days I can't even imagine it and feel like I need to just get myself into a normal position physically before I try anything. I missed out on a lot in my last relationship because of my weight and I don't want to do that again to anyone else or myself for that matter. Oh well, I'm on that track, it would just be nice to have someone to talk to about my day and go hang out with after work again... I just miss it so much. I know, I'll get there, just going to take some time. Tonight I had dinner with Butch and my brothers and now I'm home writing and working on a friend's laptop. Seems like that's all I do anymore is work, but I guess it's better than sitting around being miserable. I'd rather be busy. Well, tomorrow is a lazy day I think. I hope you're all having a good night. Catch you on the flipside. Goodnight.