Goal

So I had a dream the other night. I had a dream that I shocked the hell out of someone I know by losing a ton of weight since seeing them last. I had the same dream last night again too. Maybe it's a sign. I've been trying lately to get in a groove in working out, but I've been so tired lately. The energy just isn't there lately. About a week ago, I started drinking more water and I feel better this week. I came to a realization the other day that I've let myself down in the last 11 months in the weight loss department. 11 months ago, I became single and I wanted to use that hurt and anger to lose weight and it just didn't happen. I'd get into a groove, then fall back, get in another groove and fall back, another groove....fall. I'm just looking for that groove again. Just wanna keep this groove going this time. I see friends and family doing things I want to be doing and can't...it's hard to watch sometimes. I have set a goal for myself...but that goal is for me and me only. When I hit it, I will tell you what it was. Until then, it's all for me. Well, I'm off to bed...probably gonna do some thinking again. Hope you all have a good night. Catch you on the flipside.